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Laugh Lines

by Grampfather

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1.
Rot in Bliss 05:37
I can’t find the words that I can live by— I just edit the script when it goes awry. It’s okay, it’s alright, we’ll find our way tonight– and tomorrow we’ll undo everything we said we’d do. But something will have to take root someday soon. Can’t make up my mind. What is worth my time? No, we will not fail, though our plan’s derailed– redirect the sail, calibrate the scale. It’s alright, it’s okay, there’s always another way. Before you die, what’ll you miss? What’ll it take to rot in bliss? We can be the buffer between what we’ll suffer– we can soften the blows so it’s not all dread and woe and misery– I have already wasted so much time harping on the grief. “It’s okay” is just what we say when we’ve lost our way. Can we take the reins? Is it all in vain? Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh! Driving myself crazy trying to decide lately. Toss it about, you’ll figure it out– living in a limbo of profound doubt. I don’t want to open that door, closing all the others forever more. Sooner or later you’ll have to choose or someone else will do so for you. Before you die, what will you miss? What will it take to rot in bliss? Toss it about, you’ll figure it out– living in a limbo of profound doubt. I can’t get it right– think I might toss it, make it end, start again. I can’t wait it out anymore– I know what I got and what I want. Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh! Driving myself crazy trying to decide lately. Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh!
2.
Trust your gut, you’ll figure it out– no second guesses, no needless doubts. This is how we’re living now– time to turn this ship around. Getting some perspective to adjust the course– got eyes on the horizon for where we’re heading towards, to know what we’re rowing for and why we go at all. This is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now. Flipping through the options like a fistful of swatches– can’t decide on the shade or hue, Hey, what’d they ever say to you to make you so subdued and cause the solution to dilute? Trust your gut, you’ll figure it out– no second guesses, no needless doubts. This is how we’re living now. This is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now, this is how we’re living now. Trust your gut, you’ll figure it out– no second guesses, no needless doubts. This is how we’re living now– time to turn this ship around. Getting some perspective to adjust the course– got eyes on the horizon for where we’re heading towards, to know what we’re rowing for and why we go at all.
3.
You can never let it go– it’s in your bones, it’s all you truly know Feel it like most every night, sometimes randomly and sometimes when you need– subtly underlying in everything that you desire. Like the sun it’s the only one that remains constantly, center of your gravity. Fading youth, facing truth– however bright or dimly, your light shines on enduringly. Deep bogs of brain fog swallow whole swaths of time– when you’re lost in the weeds and lost track of the seeds, it will find you and remind you that it’s time to go. It’s the roots underground, the channels unseen, the marrow of the matter, it’s your reason to breathe. It’s the wavering hum of cicadas in the sun– the crying of new life that’s just begun. Subtly underlying in everything that you desire. However bright or dimly, your light shines on enduringly. That voice you know that calls you home, you can feel it in your bones, beckoning you and coming into view, inching nearer, becoming clearer.
4.
Dredging 03:45
I can feel it brewing and breathing, something palpable in the ether, as it draws nearer and nearer– what’s nebulous soon becomes clearer. Exorcising the beasts inside of me— tame them and frame them to save them from the abyss that they came from. Digging through the depths of the archives— searching for some old ghosts to revive. Quantifying and eulogizing everything you once would’ve died for. Apathy creeps in and consumes me– I’m paralyzed by my desire to frack and mine my mind. I can feel it brewing in the ether, the cause and remedy of this fever. Dredging up a bitter-sweet mixture, converting what’s hurting into an elixir. Exorcising the beasts inside of me— tame them and frame them to save them from the dust that they’d become.
5.
Whalesong 06:11
Oooh ooh oh…
6.
Even though you know that’s not where your heart should go, you superimpose it like a clip-art rose. There’s that glint in your eyes– you’re so fixated on that prize that’ll never materialize like how you had in mind. Like a square peg in a round hole, sometimes it just doesn’t mesh into the fold. So you pull it back, but like a finger trap, if you’d just let it loose, you’d set it free like you’re s’posed to. ‘Cause when it’s contrived, it just doesn’t feel right. So just sit tight, let it ride, let it be what it needs to be. ‘Cause when it feels forced, it comes off coarse, though the words don’t come so easily– but it’s taking shape to make it okay soon. Even though you know that’s not where your heart should go, you superimpose it like a clip-art rose. There’s that glint in your eyes– you’re so fixated on that prize that’ll never materialize like how you had in mind. ‘Cause when it’s contrived, it just doesn’t feel right. So just sit tight, let it ride, let it be what it needs to be. ‘Cause when it feels forced, it comes off coarse, though the words don’t come so easily– but it’s taking shape to make it okay soon. Even though you know that’s not where your heart should go, you superimpose it like a clip-art rose. There’s that glint in your eyes– you’re so fixated on that prize that’ll never materialize like how you had in mind.
7.
Gondola 02:10
No matter the matter, we have a love that lasts. We’ll weather the weather, whatever comes to pass. The gusts feel like breezes— you just make it so easy to flow wherever the wind blows on the gondola tonight with you. We’ll never forget to remember the sweet sounds. The humming and buzzing of all the life abound. Through tunnels, down channels so narrow we will glide so smoothly under the moonbeams on the gondola we ride through, on the gondola tonight with you.
8.
Stumbling down the line, tangled in that web you spun, as the threads of your designs all come undone. Changing the course and breaking the pact that you made with yourself when that self was intact. Are these the deeds that feed me or just debts to the past? We lean on fleeting contexts, but can we ever stand? Well, you’ve gone and thought yourself into a hole again— caught between the means but without the ends. But in the end it will all unfold and come full circle and be nicely tied in a pretty bow like your favorite TV show— convenient and sweet and so far removed from reality. But like with all truths we pick and choose, hoping the real and ideal someday will fuse. Well, you’ve gone and thought yourself into a hole again— caught between the means but without the ends. Feeling our way through the dark for a brighter muse, hoping the real and ideal will fuse someday to light the way.
9.
Someday, when it’s over, you’ll fly every morning. Oh, float away, and one day when that balloon deflates we’ll find a way– something to piece back to– some things to start anew. I’ll take that trip with you if you want me to— though I know sometimes you gotta go alone to make it right– and despite the hurdles in sight, the sun will shine on the other side. Someday, when it’s over, you’ll fly every morning. Oh, float away, and one day when that balloon deflates we’ll find a way. Someday, when it’s over, we’ll fly every morning. Oh, we’ll soar away, and if that haze should dissipate, then we’ll embrace the shocking clarity and adjust to the intensity. It’s so hard to see when you’re sedentary anything beyond your comfortable misery— but all that lies in wait, be it from luck or fate, will come to you, make no mistake, all too soon and way too late. Oh, we’ll float away, and one day we’ll find the space to make it stay.
10.
Laugh Lines 05:12
Through all the years we have laughed and cried– we will collect the tears before we die. It is written clear upon your face– the sheer divide between space and time. You can’t hide the child inside– the lines by your eyes, they don’t lie. And though we may lose our sight, what remains unchanged is that ardent inner light. There are past lives in your laugh lines that are revived by your smiling eyes. Despite the divide between space and time, the child inside is quite alive. But what I can see and what I construe says more about me than it does about you. And though we may be deprived of our sight, what remains unchanged is that ardent inner light. There are past lives written in your laugh lines– it’s true, and you know it, too. All is revived by your smiling eyes– it’s good, and it’s all inside you. You cannot hide the child inside– the lines by your eyes, they do not lie. We laugh and cry, we live and die– but together we ride through low and high. There are past lives in your laugh lines– it’s true, and you know it, too. All is revived by your smiling eyes– it’s good, and it’s all inside you.
11.
I cannot seem to find a way to justify the path down which I’ve been sent— so, so far from complete contentment. I don’t know what I’d do if they were to just come true, all of my dreams. Would I hold them close or just pick at the seams? But you made it clear as day, like fog lifting from the plain— a light glints on the horizon and evaporates the haze that I had my eyes on. Yeah, you cleared my field of view— fresh like morning dew dappled on the greenest grass. I think I know what I’d do now that I’ve come to— All you know is in your bones— There are so few things that time can’t undo. I just want to rot in bliss, but my mind keeps saying, “Not like this.” Sometimes I think I’ve lost the plot, but then I remember what I’ve got You knew just what I meant: Complete contentment.

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released April 26, 2024

Grampfather:

James Kwapisz: vocals, guitar, bass, banjo, synth
Andrew Blot: lead guitar, keys, mandolin
Jake Offerman: bass
Tony DiMauro: drums

Songs recorded by Jake Offermann at Terrapin Kitchen in Kingston, NY.
Lyrics written by James Kwapisz.
Mixed by James Kwapisz with help from Jake Offermann.
Music by Grampfather.

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Grampfather is an indie-psych rock band based out of Kingston, NY, whose material traverses a variety of rock genres, such as indie, garage, punk, psych, chill, and thrash.

James Kwapisz: vocals, guitar, synth
Tony DiMauro: drums
Andrew Blot: guitar, keys
Jake Offermann: bass

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